Crazy girl.
You could see it on her.
Bones and skin and the sandals she wore
wouldn’t stay on her feet.
It broke my heart.
I loved that girl.
We walked through the mall.
I heard laughter behind us.
Psst. Hey.
Crazy girl.
Black and blue laughter.
With cruelty in it.
Cra-zee. Hey crazy girl.
I turned and I screamed.
Screamed every curse word I’ve ever heard.
She watched.
She said nothing.
We drifted apart.
She went back to the place she was born.
Took a bottle of pills in 2005.
Left me her face and the look in her eye.
I saw it on walls.
I saw it on water.
I saw it in hours when that’s all there was.
Psst.
Hey.
I loved you.
You know?
And you broke my heart.
And she said no.
What you did.
There
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